Diet talk in Eating Disorder recovery

The Christmas period ends and we’re quickly inundated with diet talk. Diet talk is toxic. It’s everywhere. It finds an unwanted place in our social media feeds and lands itself in our junk emails and damages the ways in which we think and feel about ourselves and our bodies. It saddens me that we’re aContinue reading “Diet talk in Eating Disorder recovery”

Managing an Eating Disorder at Christmas

Christmas is the most joyful time of the year. With otherwise dull streets covered accordingly in festive decorations and colourful, dazzling lights. Radio stations quickly transition to a never-ending loop of past and present festive hits, ranging from number ones from Elton John and Mariah Carey. People begin crowding supermarkets as though they’ll never openContinue reading “Managing an Eating Disorder at Christmas”

Diet culture and an insight into the Diet Industry

Diet culture is EVERYWHERE. It captivates our screens and brainwashes our minds, often without us realising just how much we’ve become affected by it. Weight Watchers have recently created a food tracking app (Kurbo) for Children aged between 8-17. This appalls me, greatly. It breaks my heart to imagine a Child tracking an ice-cream theyContinue reading “Diet culture and an insight into the Diet Industry”

Managing an Eating Disorder at Uni – Experiences And Tips from an Undergraduate

I became a Uni Student whilst under the grips of an Eating Disorder, Anorexia Nervosa. I am still in recovery from this, every day is a challenge. But I’m determined to make positive changes towards reaching my goals towards health and happiness.  I enlisted my Anorexia on my University application, alongside my Autism. I remainedContinue reading “Managing an Eating Disorder at Uni – Experiences And Tips from an Undergraduate”

Good bye scales, hello freedom?

Very recently, I braved the decision to ditch my scales. A step forward in recovery. I have successfully managed TWO WHOLE WEEKS without weighing myself. Crazy, right? I’d been weighing myself obsessively (up to 5 times a day) for numerous years and I bravely opted for the choice to follow my heart and not myContinue reading “Good bye scales, hello freedom?”

Anorexia Recovery – Ditching the scales, freedom away from numbers

The morning approached, it was 6:30am. Already, I encountered deliberating thoughts about eating. I pondered whether I should, or whether I shouldn’t. And I’m beginning to believe that this may be a constant, lifelong battle for me. With every day, I cannot determine how my thoughts will challenge me throughout the day. Some days willContinue reading “Anorexia Recovery – Ditching the scales, freedom away from numbers”

A weighted life perspective

We live in a World where weight gain has been, and continues to be, demonised. An increase in the scale number quickly equates to feelings of low self worth, inadequacy and failure. We attempt to remain small, whilst measuring our worth in kilograms and not so much smiles, achievements and memories. I understand the satisfactionContinue reading “A weighted life perspective”

June – A new month, a happier mindset and new recovery challenges

It’s officially the beginning of June! And I wish you all a wonderful month filled with health and happiness. I’m determined to head back to Uni in September eager to inform my friends and Tutors of the fun-filled Summer I’ve endured. Not a Summer known for obeying Anorexia’s demands. It’s terrifying. I’ve realised that I’mContinue reading “June – A new month, a happier mindset and new recovery challenges”

Being discharged from The CMHT, my experience and my next steps!

For three years I’ve engaged with The CMHT (Community Mental Health Team). I’ve worked routinely with four different professionals within the service, ranging from care coordinators to psychiatric nurses. All of who have played a crucial role in the pathway to my recovery journey, and I am incredibly thankful for that. I HAVE NOW BEENContinue reading “Being discharged from The CMHT, my experience and my next steps!”

Anorexia recovery – Studying, healing and learning!

Hello everyone! Today I wanted to talk about battling Anorexia whilst at University. This isn’t to say that other Students don’t battle with other Eating Disorders or that Anorexia is more “severe” – it isn’t. I’m just speaking from my own personal, and current, experiences. Battling an Eating Disorder prior to beginning my journey asContinue reading “Anorexia recovery – Studying, healing and learning!”